Walked and ran for two hours. Passed by the canal of my sec sch.
Finally been to the place I wanna go. I just passed by it unknowingly. And oh my... It took my breath away. The air.. The view of the water, sea, Sky. There's no place I rather be (cue rather be)
I walked, ran a little. First thing I did was to walk as close as possible to the water and just breathe.. Started stretching myself. You won't believe how good it feels. Sat down on a stone bench and just started dazing. It's def one of my fav places.
Needy? Yes I'm. Because I'm insecure. Anyone like me should be. Without the support of a single soul, and having a self-destructive soul. I yearn for something, for someone, to stop this pain. I'm afraid, of what I would do to myself.
